Stressful.

ok today was really a suck it day...really....i suddenly feel all the stress around me and i wonder when am i unable to take it...sound unbelievable?yar i am tryin to make myself better by smiling and jokin around everytime.. yea tts wad i am doing rite now...forget all worries and be happy for now...but the problems are still there for me to solve...

am thinkin of quittin hockey now...something tat wld be the last thing tat i wld ever do. i like hockey yea. now it's fun there. but my family is not very supportive of me joinin...plus there is trainin every day starting from nxt week...i forsee great pressure frm my family tat wld seriously stress me out. and i dun wan to be ponnin trainin everytime..tat wld be very irresponsible. so mayb i shld quit once and for all to solve all these problems...but seriously i wun want to quit.

haiz...stress stress stress...spent 2 hours talkin to my sis today...not too bad...but she suggest tat it's actually very very easy to solve these problems...juz quit and i can haf alot of time to study and do the things i like..and my parents wun kb me anymore...

damn it lar..y do i like the determination to study...i wasnt liddat last time...now i simply find studyin sucky.
maybe i shld juz change my attitude towards life.