sometimes out of the blue you start to look back and think about the past. think about the things that you have done and the things you have not done. then you start thinking about why have you done such things and why you have not done such things. regrets start to surface and suddenly you feel that you are the stupidest person in the whole world to have done such a thing. but it is usually the case that at that point of time you have never considered the consequences of such actions and you start doing the wrong things.
thinking. thinking of things that happened from last year till now.
i need a break.
emotionally.