Realisation

chem tuition yesterday was helpful. realised that those going for tuition were all from tao nan haha. hmm like hazel said it's a reunion 10yrs later having tuition together haha. anyway i think thermochem better now.

finished reading angels and demons. shall start on deception point tomolo haha.

took 55 to bishan today to go to scouts hq. on the bus a taonan guy was sitting opposite me. i was looking at him and thought i looked like him last time. he was carrying this chickydee or sumthin liddat backpack. haha last time i used to carry this big bag with all the books inside and carried another file to put in more books. and i was damn afraid of my teacher cos she was damn fierce. thinkin abt it i think if she were to scold me now like how she did last time i wld have ended up quarrelling with her and not remained quiet. and this brings me to the main point today.

for those who have known me since sec school i think they muz have known about my bad temper etc. yar i admit tat i didnt have very high level of tolerance last time and i get agitated easily which results in me doing stupid things. yar and i know it's wrong to do such things cos pple dun have very gd impression of u.
and yep i changed. so i dun get into conflicts with any of my peers now. wadever they do tat i sort of feel bushuang i will juz smile and say nothing. yep wads the point of getting into conflicts? it doesnt benefit anyone. so yar i told myself i shall not quarrel with anyone this yr.

so yar this dick today made me pissed and i simply had to start kaobeiing him and really if he were to continue saying anything i wld have made sure he is seriously fucked (sorry for the language). anyway this issue happened during my hockey training..so u can roughly guess hu this dick is. well if he kaobeis me about hockey skills i wld have remained quiet cos i know i am much lousier than him.
anyway i realised this..the more i remained quiet the more he will say. i think he didnt expect me to get worked up so he was damn quiet after the things i said and he even said bye to me after tat. get my point? he's associated with the h word. and amir was tellin me to relac haha.

ah yep so i think i shall not be so nice anymore. at least not to these kind of pple hu seriously deserves something to wake up his idea.

running 7km tomolo. ah can someone calculate how many rounds around the track that will be.