today is one of those days when i feel down and gloomy. feels like there's nothing to look forward to and i am nt trying hard enough for my studies. and when i try to do something enjoyable i start feeling guilty. while i study nothing gets into my head haha. and i feel lonely studying in school. reminds me how i felt last sem when i was studying in sch on sunday...the exact same feeling.

i found the link to 最美丽的第七天. watched the first episode last nite and this morning. hope i will resist the temptation to keep watching it haha.

gloomy gloomy day.