just came back from my ippt at maju. it was a really 险过剃头 experience. anyway i was nervous for the whole day today, couldnt study for my 202 and couldnt really get anything in my head. i know it may sound lame/uncalled for/ childish, but can you imagine having to go for remedial trainings twice every week for 4 hours? i know some people may think that it's after exams and i have got lots of time blah blah blah, but the thought of not being able to do anything else other than reporting for remedial trainings just sucks. even though i will be paid ($20 per session), but i think the whole idea just sucks. it's not only a 面子 problem, it's also about doing something more productive during this 4 hours. anyway it's no point explaining now that i have passed, and i am glad that i passed, if not i dont know what i will be feeling now. sometimes i just need encouragements.
sad to say, the 6th pull up was my max and i was kind of struggling to pull the 6th one. a bit sad but i have no one to blame but myself..for being so fat and unfit now haha. i promised myself that i wont land myself in such a state anymore, and this will stay true.
it's the time of the year where we say good bye to each other. 1 year has passed in hall and people have started moving out of their rooms. my last paper ends this thursday, but somehow i am quite reluctant to move out of hall. maybe it's cos things will be different by the time i come back next year; maybe because i am used to hall life after 2 years. 天下无不散之筵席, the days when we were all young and innocent probably have already passed us by. 2 more years and i will be out in my shirt and pants, probably squeezing in trains with other people early in the morning.
oh the other day when i was on circle line i was looking at this 2 acjc girls (not being a cheekopek here) and i realised that i am actually around 5 years older than them.
i dont feel like i am 23.
202 awaits me now. ahhhhhh
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