seriously pissed today...it all started after school...or actually after my archives...okie...shall not talk about it now cos it's sort of over....and i am quite relax already...wad i can say is tat i haf learnt to control my temper better ever since i came to vj...in the past it was like okie..i am damn bu shuang so i show it out and vent my anger on tat person hu caused me to be pissed...i would be acting on impluse and start doin horrible things...den i would be regretting wad i haf done after a while...so it's a very bad thing for tat to happen...
yepz..so now i learn to control my temper...perhas there are gals around now or wad...i tend to juz keep quiet and at most show a pissed off face or wad la...or maybe i have come to a point whereby i think havin less conflicts would the best way to do things and keepin quiet would actually solve lots of problems...but so far i am quite okie about these things...and it's good cos normally i wun be angry for too long...ya and when i cool down and relax..everythin would be back to normal lar....but juz to say one thing...i am not very happy when people in bad mood and start showin me attitude...i mean...no one likes tat rite...i can understand tat pple get pissed sometimes...so ya...not being pissed or angry now la...but nxt time shld control too ya?

quarrelled wif my parents today...contents shall not reveal..but it seriously made me so pissed tat i juz walked off and decided tat further conversations would lead to nowhere...all i can say now is tat results are so damn important tat people start to judge ur character etc using ur results...okie..fine if tats how things work...i haf got nothin more to say...

my dad's car got sort of damaged today...some 8 yr old kid went to throw a stone at my car's rear window..and it shattered into pieces...so damn ass la..have to go workshop to repair etc etc..tat boy's mom scolded him..but it was more like talkin to him then scoldin...i was like wow..as if tat boy would listen to u liddat..the way u tok to him...but den again...maybe people today believe in love..and tat talkin to u nicely is a better solution? no idea...but i believe scoldin and beatin tat stupid boy would certainly be a better way of teachin him...wake up his idea...

okie..not at all a pleasant day today...started off well but ended off pissed and hurt...yea..this is perhaps the saddest entry tat i haf ever written...hope i wun be feelin so down anymore...cos there arent many people for me to confide in...seriously under lots of pressure now.....