redang

went redang from friday to sunday last week. it was a really nice place with nice beach, nice sand and nice water...and the company was great too. but the night activities were quite limited with us needing to crack our heads to think of things to do. 9 hours of bus ride is really very tiring. we had to take a bus to the ferry terminal then take a ferry to the water near the island before taking another ferry into the island itself. snorkeling was fun except for the corals which cut my legs everything i stood on them. i think i need to swim more to be more comfortable with the water. not very proficient in tracking water..tend to panic and i end up using a lot of strength trying to keep myself floating haha. anyway it was a good experience having all the fishes swimming around me and seeing them close range. i think the only downside was that the fishes looked the same everywhere and i didnt manage to see my sea turtles. and i think it's quite amazing how people change as they grow up..totally changed the way i view them now. at least it was a good change.

sometimes it just pisses me off when people say things behind your back. it's like..people you see as friends, you treat them as friends, you trust them and talk to them openly, in the end what do you get? a betrayal of friendship i would call that. i think i shouldnt place my trust in others so easily. sometimes feelings are not mutual. maybe keeping a distance solves alot of problems.

two more weeks before sch starts, with foc taking up one week. i am starting to dread sch and everything that comes along with it haha. maybe there will be many changes next sem onwards.