I conclude that I am not a person capable of engaging in small talks, though I am afraid of silence between people. I dont like it when the group is quiet, yet I can never sustain small talks with people, and very often the conversation will end up with awkward looks. I guess that's a skill that I will have to pick up before I start working for real.
Corporate world, corporate treatments.
I think I am still procrastinating, and I dont know how to approach things.