went to airport to send off the guys to germany just now. i could feel the excitement they have when i was there. i wonder how would i feel when it's my turn to go off this coming august. somehow i dont feel anything yet. i have not received my application package till now and i dont have the sense of urgency to do anything yet. should have applied with my friends so i dont have to end up going on exchange with a foreigner, and i cant seem to talk well with her. she isnt taking the initiative to talk either so we basically cant get the conversation going. hopefully things will be better when i go exchange with her.
i wonder how did other pple know about my results, to the exact gpa that i scored this semester. i was rather surprised when someone came to talk to me abt my accounting and my gpa, and yet i didnt tell that person anything abt my results. i remember who i told, and i am certain some of them wont go around telling other people. so it's kind of obvious who was the one who went on to tell others, unless i made a mistake somehow. no matter what, i am still not very happy about this.
i am not ashamed with my results, cos it's due to my incompetence to score in those subjects. neither am i sore about doing lousier than others, cos in the first place i dont see the basis of comparison here.
i tried, but i guess it was never going to work out.
酒逢知己千杯少，
话不投机半句多。
how apt.
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